I'm sorry for being me. me who is blunt, annoying, absurd, impatient, uncaring, unthoughtful, everything bad you can imagine.

I'm sorry. okay? I'm sorry. So can you just, I just, Idk -_- I lost myself somewhere. that girl is gone already.

So I'm sorry. I'm sorry for having a life, for being a life. I'm sorry you had to know me.

because none of you deserved to know me, I don't deserve anything. ok. I just feel like. -_- god. you wouldn't understand how my mind works. it's retarded, it's screwed. it's everything gone wrong.

I'm so sorry.

If my apologies weren't enough, then perhaps this gives me a reason to ignore everything else in life. I'm sorry you had to meet me. I'm sorry you're reading this.

I'm so sorry for everything I've done to or for you. they weren't good enough.

I'm sorry for being this immature brat who thinks this way. I'm sorry for everything I've said. I don't deserve to smile, to laugh. I don't deserve to live.

I know that already. How long have I known that already?

I'm just this brat who thinks she knows everything, I'm really sorry.

So next time please don't waste your time on me. When I comment on your posts, just ignore me. When I talk to you, just ignore me. It's what I deserve.

I'm so sorry.

I SCREWED UP ON THE COMPUTER! <3

But omg. math tutorial~ :D I will go for uh, the next one~

four crazy people walking in the rain drinking and shouting, talking about the math tut~

HOW COOL.











... FML. lol. ._. I will.. uh. Just, idk. I just want to be invisible on the computer~ -_- people. seriously. leave me alone.

can't you just fucking leave me alone. -_-

.... why is my lj turning into such an unpleasant thing. T_T aish really.












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GOD SOMEONE KILL ME ALREADY DX

Warning: a whole load of... chessy stuff in here -_- and personal life rant. do not read if you are don't want to know what happened all day long *to me* -_-
( an essay on my day consisting of unawesome stuff and awesome stuff. with a lot of chessy stuff too. )
I'm sorry, I just had to do this because I'm really touched and happy.

[10] SNSD Icons
[10] Super Junior Icons



here at bucketofshit 

yes I count a super generation icon as one for suju one for snsd.